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how much longer?
September 13, 2006
how long do you try? how long do you think you're going to change, when you never do, at least not enough to change your life?
i'm sorry. i don't think i have it in me. it's just another unfinished story, where the author simply lacked the will to keep writing, to make the difficult choices out of a sense of faith that the story would unfold as it should.
i'm here wanting to write the end of this story, an ending that is not an ending, or maybe a beginning, or a middle, since it never had a middle, did it? just a promising beginning that trailed off and became uninteresting, at best.
i just want to sleep, and to stay asleep. no more waking up with foolish hopes, daring intention, blind resolve. i just want to stay asleep.
Posted by Rob at September 13, 2006 11:33 PM